Lately, it has been a lot of leaving.
I leave my old self. I leave my old life. It's good though. It's helping myself.
I leave my bag. I leave my dog. It's normal. It's part of my daily routine.
Now, I leave my students. It saddens me. It's breaking a part of me.
The majority of fourth year high school who were once strangers to me, are now close to my hearts. It's surprising. I never thought of feeling that.
Well, they are the ones who are not exactly intelligently popular but for me they're far better than that. They are real people. They show who they are and who they are is just as loveable as the seemingly (according to them) loveable.
To KALAYAAN: From the start, I had seen myself handling you for the whole school year. But for unavoidable circumstances, I have to leave your class. It sucks. Really. I just see so much potential in your class. It's okay though. We still have Thursdays.
To KARANGALAN: Though I knew from the start that I am not your permanent teacher, you still accepted me with all your hyperness and warm smiles and laughters especially when Jeffrey starts to read and joke around. English time which starts at 2:55 is really extremely hot. I can get hot headed anytime but not in your class. Remember, in each one of you, there's always the potential to be good and to be the best that you can be. Sigh.
To KATARUNGAN: The controversial class. I really really really appreciate that you behave in my class. You know from the start that I did not care about your past. I really don't care about what happened to you before. Thanks for being real to me, for being open to me and for appreciating me. You are all good in your own silent and undiscovered way. Sigh again.
to SAN JUAN BOSCO: The babies among the biggies (Seniors) that I handle. Thank you so much for your hardwork, patience and notable willingness to learn. Continue striving for high standards and you will go far. I will always remember your innocence and sweetness. Thanks for appreciating me.
Now, I am starting to realize that I prefer being a teacher more than a coordinator. Sheepish smile.